妞妞逛灯会

好久没翻google reader，晚上连着看了几期柴姑娘的节目。不管我们走的多远，我们的根都在中国。

晚上和Mary聊天，又一个忘年交的朋友。因为有一颗老灵魂吗？

我不知道不同文化的人对热情会做如何不同的定义。总之Andrius很直接。

内分泌失调诶最近，到底是怎么回事。

他们说晚上6点之后不要吃任何东西，可以减肥。他们说20岁到30岁之间尽情享受的日子会感觉过的很快，30岁到40岁之间身体的质量会下滑很快。以后过了6点就不要吃饭了哦。

曾经得到过最好的感情。使人变得不再患得患失。

还是那句话，初生牛犊不怕虎，好像不知道害怕是什么感觉。

It's my first day try to doing time management as what the book tells me. 

7:00 get up, have breakfast; open the computer, and download the AIESEC Acceptance Note, complete the draft and sent it to Swap just to make sure that I have written the right words. Then check the Dropbox for accounting final assignment. After that, began to read the BUSS Reader, which talks about ethics of business. The case study is about Fozconn, the big company in China. The workers of Foxconn committed several suicides in 2010. So watched the  Required radios on YouTube, but the problem is why the lecturers choose these three videos instead of others, cos there are hundreds of videos about suicide in Foxconn on YouTube, is it based on their own perspectives? Is it based on the Western perspectives? I want to figure it out,, maybe I will ask the Ingo, my tutor, who is a very handsome gentleman from German. 

Then, went to Martin Place to work, I don't like Steven at all, although he is my schoolmate of No.1 middle school. He looks stupid, fixed, not funny. So I on't even want to say more words to him. Because the boss has English class every Wednesday, Mo takes her job, but they two totally have two different styles of requirements about work, so working for two different bosses makes me confused sometimes. Like what I do required by A is forbidden by boss B. so rules are really importment. It always reminds me the time I came acorss in Simple Mill. SM has a very clear procedures for the new working partner, which it is very important in the ognazations. It is like when we are talking about FREEDOM, cos the real freedom is not that you can do everything, instead, it is that you know exactlly what you are forbiddened to do. Different rules wil make people confused all the time, and reduce the efficacy of working. Because after someone's work, someone else must to fix it.

I only work one day a week, so I got $36.00 today. I have paid up my iPad using my salaries, it's quite exciting. So I don't have pressure on my expense, coz I didn't tell mum about my iPad. Although I have spent $600.00 on fees for AIESEC, I will have to pay the flight ticket for about $2000.00 in the future. I haven't told my mum about I'm going to Uganda this winter vocation, which I think will make her crazy. But I don't have to work too many hours, as I have quoted the job for David last Sunday. $36.00 per week is enough for me to cover the basic food requorement and the train tickets. I'm pleased with that. 

Tried the Turkey style roll as lunch, afternoon special is $4.00, added a lemon, tastes just so so. Then walked from Martin Place to school, took me 40 mins on the way. I wanted to buy smart cover for my iPad, but it's a little bit expensive, the cheapest one is $29.99, but black one is my favourite, it sells $49.99, why! Because it's leather cover, unfair! Isn't it! S just give it up~

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Today's lecture talks about ethics in business, I'm thinking about three stages of building ethics timeline, I always found myself struggling. The lecturer just said it was like a dilemma.

Going to train station, came acorss Peter, Oh, another good-looking guy. He was going to have dinner, we talked about the mark which just came out this morning. He said the American guy in our tutorial  just got 29, he must be upset. No surprise about that guy is American, coz he is always talktive, active, not so friendly. really like an American, has some kind of 100 percent confidence. Peter said he works as a basketball coach, and gets $70.00 per hour. Really a lot of money! and he played basketball for 17 years, just began to study full time since he was 22, now he is 28~ He didn't get the cash in pocket, so asked whether I could pay for him first, and then he would find the ATM and got the money. Luckily, I get paid today~ Then we went to station, looking for ATM, he withdrawed $20.00, so we went to a store, buy sth. to get the changes. Lovely, he bought Chocolate for me. As we just talked about keeping fit, as I asked Ryan how to keep fit, he said just stay away from SUGAR. I told it to Peter, then he laughed, and said but you really want SUGAR to get away from stress! He has been sick for 2 weeks, so he wore a lot, like a CUTE BIG BEAR~

Warm hug to him. He comes from East Europe, being the international student as us, English is not his first language, so he has to learn from begining, trying to catch up everything, he is a little older... those reasons...  maybe that's why he is friendly. I keep down some words he said. It's really useful to come acorss something tough and gain confidence.

MC for May has deferred for almost 10 days. Sth wrong with my body. let it be?

A nice day, really. Try to keep down every little moment and feeling that makes me realise how life is wonderful and valuble to keep going on. 

Oh, right, met Irene in the school lab. This is another wonderful moment today. 

早晨跟妈妈打完电话，诶，情绪还是控制不住，尽让他们担心不是。我心里还是 .

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中午接到Robert的电话，说下午Anna和她的泰国同学想一起去泰国寺庙，欣然答应。不是单纯得想散心吧？我还是想起D叔的那句话，如果朋友这一次邀请你不去，下一次他们也就不会再邀请你了:( 

当然学会拒绝也很重要，但这一次，有喜欢的朋友，可以认识新朋友，有车，可以去兜风，何不呢？这一周weekend很丰富，周五晚上和AIESEC的朋友一起在Darling Harbor那里的pancakes吃饭，然后第一次玩laser，类似于真人CS的射击游戏，竟然是我第一次玩啊^_^ 冰淇淋♡+薄饼的吃法特别妙，因为饼比较干，冰淇淋起了润滑的效果

把所有与娱乐有关的网页链接全部删掉，这样就不会轻易打开链接找乐子了。

每次洗澡完都会进入一个状态低靡期。想睡觉，一不留神把持不住自己，就钻进被窝了，然后呆着呆着就更困了。突然想看辛普森，就到人人影视上载了最新的一集，速度很有爱。这一集谈谈这个话题：Why can't we have fun forever? 

OMG, we are confused about it all the time, isn't it? Once we think of having fun, we want more fun, we want to enjoy longer. But how long? Is 'LONG' means FOREVER? Definitely NO. I don't want to waste my time arguing about it, what I want to do NOW is calm down & do my profitbility analysis. Just try to transfer my attention from feeling sleepy to getting motivation! 

Lovely day today? Wash clothes,(thx to the invention of washing machine!) cooking (including pumpkin plus muesli, six water boiled eggs, and RICE! after 2 months of eating bread, miss rice so much! and ate three chocolate muffin! Oh my godness, I'm getting even fatter), what else, study? 

Share sth. from the book:

God, grant me the courage to change

     the things I can,

The patience to accept the things

     I cannot change,

And the wisdom to know the difference.